I don’t know why I still miss you. It’s been two years and I still think about you every day. But things are different and I can’t talk to you like we used to talk; I can’t act the same; we’re not the same as we used to be. I guess I miss the old us. I miss my best friend. I just don’t have the strength or patience.

And you need to apologize.

Two years of not hearing your voice.
Nine months of complete silence.

One day you’ll completely fade away. Then I’ll finally feel some relief.