Let them eat cake.
I try to ignore it, push the feeling aside. That feeling of jealousy (but not, proud at the same time). It’s great, my friends finding someone who wants to be in a relationship. It’s wonderful. I’m not being sarcastic at all, everyone deserves to find that special someone.
I just wish for once that I could find a guy who would feel hopeless without me. A guy who actually wants me and only me.
Push the feeling aside. Because I’m changing. New job. Maybe school. And possibly kickboxing.
Kickboxing.
Maybe it’ll make me feel stronger, somehow.
Posted 2 weeks ago
❝ What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.
