January 2012
“We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension,...”
– Anaïs Nin (via elige)
“The best plans, I’ve found, are the ones you didn’t yet make because you had no...”
– likelava (via 52hearts)
“On a side note you can’t love without risk. Sometimes love is a terrible idea,...”
– Steven Elliot, The Daily Rumpus (via poorlywrittenhistory)
I don’t know why I still miss you. It’s been two years and I still think about you every day. But things are different and I can’t talk to you like we used to talk; I can’t act the same; we’re not the same as we used to be. I guess I miss the old us. I miss my best friend. I just don’t have the strength or patience.
And you need to apologize.
Two years of not...
My scale must be lying to me because it doesn’t say that I gained weight but I certainly feel fat!
All it took was one small text to create this one huge smile.
I can’t stop smiling.
“After a breakup… certain streets, locations, even times of day are off limits....”
– Carrie Bradshaw (via kattiebells)
I feel like I’m always lost. Some days I know where I’m going. Some days I don’t. And then there are some days I just live pretending it’s supposed to be this way.
Forever learning. There’s always change. I just want one thing stable. One thing to keep me sane. One person, specifically. But all I keep close is coffee. I don’t think people understand how coffee...
I think that, maybe, I’m the one that’s doing everything…wrong.
“After awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining...”
– Veronica A. Shoffstall (via nybangalan) (via xoxoetoile)
Pretending not to miss you is harder than actually missing you.
You said you didn't want to commit.
“If you lived here, I’d see you every day. We’d be a couple, I’m sure.”
“Really?”
“Absolutely. I’d be with you always.”
“You’d probably get sick of me..” (we were on the subject of boys losing interest in me.)
(He replied snappily.) “Don’t think that—-just believe it. I mean it.”
Sometimes I fail at realizing guys have feelings, too.
“You know that I needed to get over you, too, right?”